Am i so frikin stupid????why the fuck cant i see all this shit is not worth a damm, all i do, all the things, all the people i care, all the people i love....

i just come back home with an empty seat in my car....

an empty spot in my bed...

what the fuck's wrong??? put a bullet through my head and see whats in there...cose i sure dont know...come on i take a rejuvenation bath i go like...im in peace with the world for like...12 hours..them im all like... im such a fucking miserable guy who just walks like hes mister bigshot with no big and no shot, and abselutely no mister...just a guy who walks seeing girls and falls in love and doesent go and talk to them...and when he does...BOOM hes in the friend zone...when he shares fucking finally hes feelings BOOM again , now into a fuckin brick wall when im falling into a shaft a fucking gremlin puts his fists up my chest and rip my frikin heart off and goes like, shit grow a pair...

this is just another chapter of the hellhole i live... happy new year Alex...BOOM  congratufuckinglatious your in the shitzone...